9/11. Seven years later.

On September 11th, 2001, two planes were purposly flown into the World Trade Center due to selfishness, greed, and hatred. These attacks have left a deep impact on our nation. They will never be forgotten. With this being the seventh year since it's happened, I can only say in anger that Osama Bin Laden, is a gigantic douchebag and he seriously deserves to die. I hope he's lying in a ditch out in Afghanistan, crutching his heart that is black and is feeling the pain of all the people who perished on this day seven years ago, and dies a slow painful death. For he deserves it.

And to all the victims, may they rest in peace, and god bless their families for being so strong. Esepecially, since every year on this day, they remember what happened, and who was lost. You all will never be forgotten.

R.I.P.

Step Up Ghettoblaster.

So Maeghan just doesn't seem to get the message that she's been annoying me like crazy this week. Shes been showing up to annoy me about going out with Juan. But after that little stunt she pulled last night, I really don't feel comfortable with her dragging Juan into these situations that she does when she chills with me. It's me and my mother's responsibility if anything and I mean ANYTHING happens to him. And god forbid something does happen if she causes trouble. It pisses me off a little bit because Juan was acting like such a dick to me last night when we came home. It was like I was looking into the face of a stranger i've never met before. It wasn't the same Juan I met 10 years ago. Thats for sure. I don't know I guess it was because he was drunk and stoned. But still, my feelings the same, I don't like him when he's high or drunk. I mean Ive seen my share of drunk people and stoned people, but this was just something that I COULDN'T tolerate. And on top of that crap, Maeghan is still coming back over today. After I specifically asked her NOT to. Ughh, I can't wait till I move AWAY from her.

Good news though, on the 20th of September, I am going to a Mindless Self Indulgence concert with my sister and her boyfriend and a couple of her friends. :) Im pretty sykedd. Lol. Well, it's not the BEST news ever, but it makes me happy. And thats all that matter. Not really. I lied. lmfao.

Real horrorshow.

Wow, I don't think i've ever seen Juan so trashed in my life. He and I just got back home from a carride with Maeghan, and of course I wasn't comfortable with the fact that she was drinking and driving and smoking at the same time. So I didn't partake in that shit. It's not worth risking my life, so I told her to drop me off. And of course, she didn't because Juan wanted to stay. So we were out since like maybe 5:30? Now that we're home, Juan is sitting on my bed, totally unaware of whats going on, freaking out and bieng all paranoid like and completely forgetting what he did tonight. Awesome. Looks like I have to deal with a hungover bestie tomorrow. This is certainly one night im not going to forget. I can probably tell him the wildest shit and he would believe that he did it. He also wasted so much money on munchie foods at turkey hill and mc donalds. He's so fucking crazy sometimes.

Maybe I should tell him he kissed Maeghan tonight. That would be a bit funny ;) But then again, im not that cold-hearted. Man and now it's thundering outside. Great, now im gonna have to listen to the drunkie and the thunder all fucking night. I wish I was with my man right now. It would be alot better than being here thats for sure.

So today was interesting. Juan and I have been talking alot about our elementary school and highschool lives and how fast they've gone. All the friends we've known that we don't talk to anymore. It's pretty interesting. And all the fun times we've had.  I can't believe Juan and I are going to be Seniors. It's amazing. And we're talking about some other topics as well. I like it though. it keeps the conversation going ;)

Sigh... SO many days to go before college. <3 Can't wait to be with my man after highschool. It's gonna be great.

Make love, not War. Pretty Please?

Okay, so my friend Juan who is here for the week, is kind of being an asshole to one of my friends. He met her last summer, and he decided that he was just going to hate her for no reason whatsoever. She didn't even do anything to him, and he STILL hates her. And lately it's like i'm getting really annoyed with him. I always take the time to get to know his friends, and I have always hated them. Mainly for the sheer fact, that I grew up with them all in Elementary school. Not my 8 best years, but it was tolerable. All of his friends were always so mean to me in Elementary school, always picked on me, called me names and whatnot, made fun of my hair. Just because I didn't look like a slut, like they did. But I pretended to be nice to them for his sake.  Although when it comes to my friends, he doesn't even say hello to them or anything, he just stands there and looks pretty. Every time Maeghan would come over, he would pretend to gag, or he would act as if he were dying. It pisses me off because shes a friend of mine, and Juan of all people knows that when it comes to talking about my friends it's going to end ugly. So Maeghan called and said that her and Justin wanted to come over and hang out for a while. When I repeated that to Juan, he gets up and says to me, "I'll be in your room. Come up later." I'm just like, what the hell? Is he really serious about being this way. Cause I don't like Juan when he's like that. It makes me feel like an ass. Juan hasn't always been the most social person i've met. Even i'm more social than he is. Basically because when I meet someone new, I introduce myself, and ask them how they are doing. Not just ignore them. I don't run away from someone who could possibly be a good friend I become close with. It's disrespectful.

I need another good way to vent other than just writing about it. Any suggestions?